III

I been in and outta hospital this year Ye ye I been fighting so long and my mind ain't been treating me too well Ye ye Been hurtin' my body Been hurtin' myself Ye ye Got a 5-pack in my backpack, all strapped up Got a 5-pack in my backpack, all strapped up Death been dodgin' me for so long Feel like, feel like I'm walkin' on my coffin I tried once, tried three times, tried four times And I'm just thinkin' that if I wanted to be dead right now I'd be dead Ye ye Got a 5-pack in my backpack, all strapped up Got a 5-pack in my backpack, all strapped up And I been hurtin' myself And I been hurtin' my momma I been hurtin' my friends And I been hurtin' my fathers All of my people that care for me and I been hurtin' them All these people that care for me and I been hurtin' them And they got all the right to be mad at me Said they got all the right in the world to be mad at me But they ain't That shit makes me feel so fuckin' bad