colors

You say you love me now Then show me for real I think that I live in doubt But what's there to fear I'll show you my colors first I know how this ends But everything hurts When you start where it ends Look Time don't stop for anybody that's a fact You spend your time in the past Hoping it would always last You picked your grave before you're old You left the city for a home You hoped your mom would understand you Even if you're different from before I love life I found peace I dream big I don't sleep Who knows me I don't know But slowly I'm finding I was running track to run away from all my shit I was smoking daily just to hide that I exist I was just a child when you tried to see a man If I was on trial didn't know who'd take the stand I didn't need nobody cause nobody wanted me Yeah I pulled myself together And this is what you see Now Now I'm back at home with my amma Sippin tea Now Now I have my wings And I truly feel free You say you love me now Then show me for real I think that I live in doubt But what's there to fear I'll show you my colors first I know how this ends But everything hurts When you start where it ends