I wonder

I ate tabs and tabs and tabs I smoked blunts and hash and dabs I drank bottles shots and cab I fade when good times go bad I party till sun comes up I can't ever get enough Don't call me my shit is off Don't touch me I'm way too gone I wish I could run away Come back when I find some peace Keep me in your prayers if you believe Keep me in your thoughts if you love me I wish I could just go home But I don't know where to go Lost my mind then lost my phone I don't even want it tho I swear instagram is hell I think I might hate myself Friends ask bout my mental health I don't even know what to tell them I wish I could go to sleep Wake up when I find some peace I wonder would they even miss me I wonder if you'd think about me I wonder I wonder I wonder