norbert's advice. (get you back)

(I started dating Alan) (Giggles wait wait!) (You got games on your phone?) (Both laughing) (Oh my lord) (Oh my lordy lord) (Oh my god ross!) (Oh my god ross!!!) (Laughter) (We're almost then we just crash into a transformer) (both laughing) (Awww) (Laughter) (I want your love and i want your revenge You and me could have a bad romance) (Oh hey!) (Hey!) (Michael's giving head?) (No) (Both laughing) My grandma asked bout you today I couldn't hurt her or tell her I wasn't so brave "She's doing very good yeah we're doing okay" when in reality I've been locked in my room being ready to decay Let be honest with you I don't know what to do I'm just lock in my room For the past week or two Cause I've been missing you Cause I (F*ck) What was I supposed to say? That we broke up just like that? When for the past week all I've been hearing is your laugh? I should give up I know there not another chance I cant even listen to another song about romance And it's not even your fault If you think it is I forgive you cause you gave it your all But I didn't make you feel more Loved protected or even comfortable That's all my fault I'm sorry mi Amor That I made you feel all alone It's all My fault I should've have let you go all those months ago So you can work on yourself then come hit my phone Saying "I'm ready and I'm okay lets give it another go" Then we can live happily ever after and finally grow But Is that really the case? Your fake valentine flowers are till on my vase Cant sleep when I close my eyes all I see is your face See your messages Two swipe left I don't want to erase I just don't know what do I'm just so confused I don't want to get over you But maybe I have you In another life or Two Is there room to improve On myself I wont go I had you I lost my other half In two I'll throw my future careers for another try "This was gonna come eventually" yeah in another life time Cause for a year and 8 months you we're all just mine You expect me to go and live a life? I don't wanna say goodbye The first song I ever made was about you Couple months later we turned into a couple My worst song about a clock was in my ep But that one became your favorite I still hate that song and don't know why you still put it on repeat So why not make another one about you Turn that into two song single in my alt account Katakato This is my final bullet and chance I'm out of ammo When I said your my everything I meant it SOPHIA YO TE AMO F*ck it I'll try in another fifteen Years If it wasn't for you I wouldn't even been here That's the truth "shed more than a tier" Is all I've done I cant get your face out of my head And I don't want it gone So Pass that blunt I haven't even smoked it yet I'm fading with my tiers I haven't met next life yet Now I'm feeling blue I skipped on being red Anger ain't for me but I welcome depression again Oh when will this heartbreak just end (yeah) I'll take another bite Adam's apple If it's a certainty that I'll win this fucking battle It's a risk worth to gamble But the different between me and Eve I'll eat twenty more apples Till I'm 6 deep feet And when I play this track over and over again This intro With your laughter will haunt me till I'm dead I'm still scrolling thru our messages till I see read I don't you out my life cause that means our end (My dad told me) Alan I'm gonna be honest with you Just make a song or Two about her in your sound Cause she likes your sound Maybe she'll come back or maybe she wont But it doesn't hurt to try that's my advice for you (I can't do this anymore) (I can't) (I can't do this without her) (I can't) (I could've done better) (I could've done more) (I could've) (I could've) (I could've) (Why am I Such an IDIOT) (Her solo..) (Oct. 6th, 2022)