Dolor De Agosto

I think I can remember the last time I was happy But now that you're not here My heart is feeling really heavy I lie in bed Waiting to hear your voice again It's hard to accept that you're not coming back All I get is a rush of the flashbacks Not sure what to do So I hold a picture of you It'll never be the same We can't lean on each other I didn't get to tell you just how much I love you brother Do you hear me now? Even when I'm not so loud If I could love you back to life You know you'd be alive I'd trade my place with you Just to watch you live your life It's just not the same My hearts in so much pain I tend to walk in circles becuz I feel so lost No amount of meds can make me unfeel this loss Do I stay awake? Or can I sleep another day Sure some days I'm smiling But I gotta force it now There's not a joke funnier than how life turns out I try to pray But I can't see through all this rain It'll never be the same We can't lean on each other I didn't get to tell you just how much I love you brother Do you hear me now? Even when I'm not so loud If I could love you back to life You know you'd be alive I'd trade my place with you Just to watch you live your life It's just not the same How do I live with all this pain?