Dear OxyContin

Yeah Dear OxyContin Since the day I met you, knew we'd be long term There was just something about the way we felt together I wasn't expecting what was next ain't know what was coming Cuz at the time you cleared my stress and depression and I loved it I never met someone like you, never knew someone like you Someone that never hurt me, never argued You was there every time, the exact amount I needed Got to where I wanted more of you, you were my meaning You ended up defining me, defying me Turned my world upside down, I needed you to sleep I needed you to be awake, to function at all What happened to that love's now an obsessions and laws Are being broken while I'm chasing you, jeopardizing my freedom Relationship's out of control, loosed my personal demons On top of that the way I felt's now harder to capture I thought we was lovers but I'm a slave to you master My kids watched me fiend for you They ain't know what they was seeing See I loved you more than them Rather of died than lose that feeling That you gave me even though it's fake and superficial All that covering and masking of my pain was artificial Now it's way worse than it ever was before we met Cuz when you couldn't be found my only option was death Suicide - tried over and over answer to having you Every breath I willingly gave you Couldn't stand being sober, it's like I lost myself Didn't know who I was, I was blind without braille Was in checkmate, thought I still had moves It's your fault these felonies haunt me from my love for you See we was unbreakable I'd do anything to have you there I didn't care Put pistols on strangers, nothing compared To the release you provided, felt supernatural Maybe that's why I confided in you, Hospitals Were cutting me open, major surgeries and your cousins Were introduced into my blood but you ain't get jealous You was cool with it cuz in the end it made me more zealous For everything you stood for, more and more pills is the cure Big Pharma worked harder to keep us together But you got so sharp, went from light as a feather To stiff as a board on the floor, throwing up more Than I had, dehydrated, I'm still wanting more Please Tell Me, Why'd You Lie To Me? Why'd You Promise That You'd Make Me Better? Why'd You Try To KILL ME? Well there's a reason for this letter Ten years since we broke up, I'm better than I was Better than I could've imagined all because I ended us