Not Near

Lately you been calling me calling me calling me up Lately you been calling me up yeah Lately I been feeling fucked feeling fucked feeling fucked up Lately I been really fucked up yeah In the past I was trying Tryna be all that you want Tryna be ya everything yeah yeah Lately I been focused on school getting money and such yeah You needed me When When I was ready to leave And I needed you When When you was ready to cheat Ready to cheat Not sure what I need now You gave me reasons to believe In Believe in myself again Realized that no ones my friend Dont nobody like me anyway Stopped trusting people Shit I stopped trusting myself Stopped trusting myself Wanted revenge Needed you to feel what I felt Feel what I felt That shit was dead wrong Though it made me the woman I am So Baby I was wrong I am quite grateful that I went to places you been yeah I was looking crazy I was looking crazy when you was here Was here Now Im going crazy that your not near Your not near I was looking crazy when you was here Was here Now Im going crazy that your not near Your not near me I was looking crazy when you was here Was here Now Im going crazy that your not near Your not near I was looking crazy when you was here When you was here Now Im going crazy that your not near Your not near me now Struggling wondering thinking bout where have you been Thinking bout where have you been yeah Thinking bout all the times I was all over that dick All over that good good yeah Pretty sure someone else never gone make you this sick Achoo When You think about me Fucking all over somebody Somebody else Cause I be fucked up when I think about you loving on them I be really fucked up yeah My heart be in pieces Then I have to pick myself up Again Pick myself up yeah Took a couple months Traveling Battling Slowly unraveling Emotionally panicking Channeling energy Of demons I already locked up yeah I was looking crazy I was looking crazy when you was here When you was here Now Im going crazy that your not near Your not next to me I was looking crazy when you was here When you was here Now Im going crazy that your not near Your not next to me I was looking crazy when you was here You was here with me Now Im going crazy that your not near Your not next to me I was looking crazy when you was here When you was here with me Now Im going crazy that your not near Your not near me now Oou ooooouu I was going crazy Crazy Your not That your not Your not Your not near me Now