treading water

Booked a round trip off to nowhere Spend my nights locked in crystalline haze I'll choke down every breath and squint into the clear I'm always on vacation with this self-medication So why am I not having any fun Fill my lungs to suffocation Spend my days in hallucination I'll be here just treading water Waiting for the day I'll drown No vacancy here This ghost town sinks alone Nightly funeral marches Credit card overcharges The lights are on but nobody's home I'm always on vacation with this self-medication So why am I still not having any fun Fill my lungs to suffocation Spend my days in hallucination I'll be here just treading water Leave me here and let me drown