Goodbye

So this is what it came to You can't even stand to say hello You probably think that I hate you I kind of think that I should, but I don't Part of me is still wondering If you'll ever hear this song Like it would even matter To you, I was only ever a joke And all my friends tell me I've Got to move on at some point But god, I can't just Put all this trauma aside Should I even say sorry? You're the one that hurt me And then called me crazy Whenever I cried Do I get to be bitter That you did not deliver On expectations I fantasized? I guess I'll say goodbye You wanted distance I'm giving you thousands of miles I only wish that It'd help get you off my mind Cuz all my friends tell me I've Got to move on at some point But god, I can't just Put all this trauma aside Should I even say sorry? You're the one that hurt me And then called me crazy Whenever I cried Do I get to be bitter That you did not deliver On expectations I fantasized? And now that I'm about to leave I've called all my family, The friends that I'll never see again And now that I'm about to leave I realize I'll never be Able to bid you farewell So I'll just say goodbye