Heat

It was heat A fire that we shared in the freeze Had me blind as I stared in it's beams Started showing tears at the seams Lovers turned to friends turned to fiends I'm Hiding in the cracks of your screams We're saying all these things we don't mean I hope you don't mean And I don't really care about who's in the wrong or the right If I win this fight then I'll end up losing the love of my life But it'll never be enough, trying to the be the only one to compromise Now you're trying to reach out to explain that, one last time So I, I tried to call I tried to go But I could not let you go I could not let you go I tried to call I tried to go I could not let you go How dare she? How did this happen? You used to love me, now you just scare me Did to me things that I cover up, even in therapy Only to phone me, tell me "It's over, please don't embarrass me" "Please don't embarrass me" God forbid, I slip and show some emotion Sorry if I'm not as chill as you're hoping It's not as if I built my life on your shoulders No, you're right I should be calm and appropriate No, you're right I should be happy it's over I know you're right, I just needed closure So I, I tried to call I tried to go But I could not let you go I could not let you go I tried to call I tried to go But I could not let you go And I don't really care about who's in the wrong or the right If I win this fight then I'll end up losing the love of my life it'll never be enough, trying to the be the only one to compromise Now you're trying to reach out to explain that one last time It was heat A fire that went out with the breeze We were tired of fanning ash in the freeze I see