Satisfied

At my darkest I don't want this (I don't want this) Made a promise I don't want this Broke my compass, tore my harness Lost my way and missed my target Tried to change, I tried to fight it Now you're back in my apartment Funny how we always seem to meet Only when I'm totally alone Couldn't stand to see me on my feet, Made my insecurities your throne Don't know what you really want with me Maybe you just like to have control Put me onto every kind of grief Slide the window open, watch me fall You want me to lose my girl, You want me to leave my friends And I know you won't leave till then Cuz I know that'd mean you win I wonder if you like them bad, I've been told that I'm the worst Too tired to go to bed, so we lay down on the floor I asked if you were happy, you told me you were bored Spent your whole life chasing thrills, but you still want more I said I'll keep you satiated and satisfied Tell me what you had in mind I'll have your doubts about me set aside For a night, for a night Let's take a ride to your place I'm on my way to my hearse We'll meet away from the judgement For better or worse I'd better rehearse the lines you wrote I'll act as the person that don't know The fact of what you really want to do You want to tear me to pieces and burn them So heat up the furnace I don't know how you enjoy this I just know I deserve it I got guilt, I got to purge it Maybe that could be your purpose Either way I'm at your service, yeah I wonder if you like them bad, I've been told that I'm the worst Too tired to go to bed, so we lay down on the floor I asked if you were happy, you told me you were bored Spent your whole life chasing thrills, but you still want more I said I'll keep you satiated and satisfied (satisfied) Tell me what you had in mind (had in mind) I'll have your doubts about me set aside For a night (for a night), for a night You want me to lose my girl You want me to leave my friends And I know you won't leave till then Cuz I know that'd mean you- My first mistake was calling And just like- You pulled in And now I'm standing at your door At first I couldn't shake it, But now there's no mistaking That I've been down this road before