Wide Awake in Quietus

Why are we wide awake and here Tell me now I'm at a loss How do we..? Why do we..? I hear Show me how Determine us This time I'm taking your words And re-creating a scene where endings are unclear One heart to understand One heart to undefend Our hearts to set all suns You've freed me from our seasons Wide awake Wide awake Still here No one leaves and no one did At last it's clearing the air between us Fearing this time I know you won't be here no more