I can save myself

Why is it really hard to open up? I don't like it I'm too scared to try So I avoid it at all times, at all times Why did I fail once again? Cause I'm really bad at playing games Rules are changing every time, every time I met you once, though that it was love But it turned out just the dopamine high Lasted through the night But you can't be high all the time All the time I needed you to take control Decide what's right and hold me close Just save me I wanted you to save me But it's alright, it's ok I can save myself No need to turn it Into tragic play, cause It's alright, it's ok It's just the passing phase If you are not the one Then it's not the end of days, oh yeah It's alright, It's ok It's only passing phase I can save myself Why is it really hard to ask for help? I don't like, I don't understand So I choose the hardest mode in this game But I was hoping for the easy way I imagined you won't hesitate I imagined you would tell me straight "You will never have to be alone You will never have to say a word I'll save you" I wanted you to say it I needed you to take control Decide what's right and hold me close Just save me I wanted you to save me But it's alright, it's ok I can save myself No need to turn it Into tragic play, cause It's alright, it's ok It's just the passing phase If you are not the one Then it's not the end of days, oh yeah It's alright, It's ok It's only passing phase I can save myself It's alright, it's ok It's just the passing phase I can save myself But it's alright, it's ok I can save myself No need to turn it Into tragic play, cause It's alright, it's ok It's just the passing phase If you are not the one Then it's not the end of days, oh yeah