Suffocated

We don't speak anymore But I still feel you all around And It's funny I Hear something you'd like And I want to call But you're too stubborn and I'm too proud And I've walked down the road I had to go But I turned around so many times So tempted I was restless You and me A dead end street And I could always fantasise But reality It got the best of me Because we'd fall But always into pieces And I'd try everything to fix us But I'd be lying if I said that you're all to blame Because I knew No matter what I wanted That I was never the one you wanted But I still buried it in some way So suffocated So suffocated It feels like I'm playing a broken record My favourite song but it gets stuck And it looks so perfect from the outside But all the scratches are far too much I've walked down the road I had to go But I turned around so many times So tempted I was restless You and me A dead end street And I could always fantasise But reality It got the best of me Because we'd fall But always into pieces And I'd try everything to fix us But I'd be lying if I said that you're all to blame Because I knew No matter what I wanted That I was never the one you wanted But I still buried it in some way So suffocated So suffocated And It gets hard to speak out loud The words refuse to leave my mouth Oh It's so hard to see when you're around I've got to break free somehow Because we'd fall But always into pieces And I'd try everything to fix us But I'd be lying if I said that you're all to blame Because I knew No matter what I wanted That I was never the one you wanted But I still buried it in some way So suffocated