How Many Licks?

The radiator noise keeps me up at night Even though it warms the room I feel Cold as ice Thinking about my past loves Past touches My heart Oh I know They don't care anymore I'm always playing king Being clean Keeping you posted Oh you miss me But you didn't even notice I've been starving Hiding Singing through broke lips My heart I know they don't care anymore How many more bags of tea Do I have to go through Until I feel As warm as I used to? How many licks does it take To get to the center of pop? Just waiting For my numbers to drop Sometimes I feel like my future self Might exist But only through the mirage of Instagram pics I just wanna give you something real Something to make you feel your heart But I know you don't care anymore I'm always finding time to lie Using my wallet To buy some fame, acting like no one could've called it But I've been working hard, from the start Does that even matter? My heart I know they don't care anymore How many more bags of tea Do I have to go through Until I feel As warm as I used to? How many licks does it take To get to the center of pop? Just waiting For my numbers to drop