JOINT BANK ACCOUNT

Out of all the lonely people The saddest is me Because I can't convince myself That cheap thrills fill the need Out of all the numb people The one I care about is you Don't know if I can help with it But I hope that you'll break through And I miss you in a different way I think now I'm just scared Reduced to a toddler Who doesn't want their toys shared I did the leaving But only because you checked out Still paying for the balance On the joint bank account Stayed at a shit hole So I wouldn't feel us sleep apart Know this feeling kinda sucks But I'll capitalize on art Tired of hearing the fuckers Through paper thin walls Wonder if they're crying Over unreturned calls; Don't know if you're more stimulated By my skin or the screen But does everyone feel that way? Am I delusionally clean? I did the leaving But only because you checked out Still paying for the balance On the joint bank account