Silence That Screams

When I look back I see so many mistakes that I made And I know that I should've tried harder There is plenty of room for blame The conversations got quite heated I'd take back some of the words I said I never wanted things to go this way Now everything is just coming to a head I feel like a failure Cause we were living a dream You never talk anymore Now it's your silence that screams It's much worse this way When you don't care enough to say Anything at all to me Not how I wanted things to be And it's so very hard Everything I see reminds me of you Where do I go from here? Oh, I haven't got a clue When I wake up in the morning I remember and the sadness crashes in I must accept the situation But I just don't know how to begin We talked and texted everyday Shared deep feelings and funny memes Now my phone is silent And it's a silence that screams That it's over and it's too late I need to get my head on straight But I miss you with all my heart How do I make a new start? I no longer feel Like I'm coming apart at the seams But my life is much too quiet And it's a silence that screams