The Man I Thought You Were

I'm lying in bed dreaming up another life One where I never met you But it's Saturday night and I won't go out Stains crawl up the ceilings of this box is a fantasy Laced with memories I no longer want Our sheets dirty clothes your beautiful face and stolen words Meant to make me stay to cum to cum to cum Meant to make me believe in what you are not I want the man I thought you were But like I said that man was only words I'm lying in bed dreaming up another life One where I walk out on you But I've lived this story so many times before How is it that love can turn to war