patience

I wish I didn't have to go through these hoops anymore It feels like a clever curse sometimes I just feel trapped sometimes and I can't get out When help tries to fly my way I get overwhelmed Too much, too much overstimulation Give me, give me, give me explanations For why, for why, for why it all has to be this way All of these expectations are too much to bear Every time I crumble down and cry Dysphoria's got a hold on me But i wont let it be the end I just gotta be patient with myself I will get there one day But not right now, that's just okay One step at a time And I'll make it through it all I will get there one day But not right now, that's just okay One step at a time and I'll make it through it all I will get there one day....