Gut Feeling

I've got this gut feeling Whenever somebody locks eyes with me with a look of possibility That we might change our relativity Right now we're strangers Tomorrow you could know me And it freaks me out Got every scenario played out We will blow over before we start Cause I don't know how this is done Don't know how to break This circle I'm caught in And my friends tell me It's all gonna be okay Talking isn't a commitment ceremony But they can't see inside my head 'Cause in there, the movie's already gotten to the end And I'm stuck in a loveless marriage Never found my one and only And I'm stuck with a stranger Who never truly knew me Never ever met my soulmate Never got to date that singer I like Never found a way to realize What that gut feeling actually means What I should know the minute they look at me I've got this gut feeling And I don't know if it's because of them or because of me Is it a supernatural notion or suppressed childhood trauma controlling me? And it makes me doubt That I'll ever find out What Shakespeare wrote All those poems about Cause I don't know How this is done Don't know how to break This circle I'm caught in And my friends tell me It's all gonna be okay Talking isn't a commitment ceremony But they can't see inside my head 'Cause in there, the movie's already gotten to the end And I'm stuck in a loveless marriage Never found my one and only And I'm stuck with a stranger Who never truly knew me Never ever met my soulmate Never got to date that singer I like Never found a way to realize What that gut feeling actually means What I should know the minute they look at me I've got this gut feeling A one-in-a-million, a never-ending, ever-changing realm of Breaking, shaking, taking, faking, caring, searching, and yearning, And I hate it 'Cause I think I failed big, Missed the deadline Now I've expired How will anybody ever learn to love me If I don't even speak their language? Missed the day Everybody agreed on How to do romance Can't even memorize the first step Of this goddamn dance And what the hell does talking stage even mean? Cause yeah, I'd be in for the long run And that scares the hell out of me And I'm stuck in a loveless marriage Never found my one and only And I'm stuck with a stranger Who never truly knew me Never ever met my soulmate Never got to date that singer I like Never found a way to realize What that gut feeling actually means What I should know the minute they look at me