flood

I fill my head with words and picture frames Tore myself in two while you walked away I don't wanna go back home tonight I'll just sit alone, imbued with desire 'Cause you pour into me Like the river to The sea, rising And I wish I didn't wear my heart on my sleeve Can't you see it's worn me down Desperate in wanting you The holes in my head are driving me crazy Trying to forget the love that you gave me You're an open field, so menacingly pure But I've found comfort here, wrapped in barbed wire 'Cause you pour into me Like the river to The sea, rushing And I can't Change the way I am though I've tried to be someone else And I lied to feel close to you Every minute here now is another moment gone But I'm paralyzed, I've been running for so long I don't have the strength to Admit I was wrong 'Cause you still pour into me Like the river to The sea, flooding And I wish Every time I looked at myself, I felt less ashamed 'Cause I miss feeling the weight of you And I wish my best had been enough for you, too