Pay The Price

I played my part I did it well I was the perfect girl under your spell I tried to make life easy on you But where were you when I was there Just a warm embrace but an empty stare You never really saw me as I am And all this time I was patient and fine Never asking for too much or for the world Now that we're through I've been thinking what to do I don't want to move on quietly this time I want to be crazy Burn up all the shit you gave me Drag your good name through the mud And I'll do it just for fun I'm so fucking angry About all the ways you played me I guess good girls finish last Cuz we don't learn from the past I want to be difficult I want to take up space Wipe that smug expression off your face I'm tired of being nice Cuz it's me who pays the price Therapy's all fun and games But what I really want is for you to feel the pain That you caused me It's petty but I don't wish you the best I guess there's nothing left but bitterness, an empty feeling I'm moving on, but I'm not healing I don't want to be the bigger person Cuz where did that leave me Sitting here alone With another song about how you left me I want to be crazy Burn up all the shit you gave me Drag your good name through the mud And I'll do it just for fun I'm so fucking angry About all the ways you played me I guess good girls finish last Cuz we don't learn from the past I want to be difficult I want to take up space Wipe that smug expression off your face I'm tired of being nice Cuz it's me who pays the price