Haha Just Kidding

You said to open up and I was so reluctant You said "come on just be honest" so I poured out like black ink On your white shirt, now you have to wear it And I wish it stayed where it belonged Because now I have to see it too I think I said too much, oh And what I said I can't take back But I remind myself that The truth was better than to lie Because then what's the point of life But the way you looked at me oh But the way you looked at me oh Think I broke your heart oh no, no It was so sad oh no, no Ha ha ha ha I'm just kidding Ha ha ha I'm just kidding Ha ha ha ha ha I'm just kidding Ha ha ha I tried to open up and I was so reluctant If I step out of this body I fear I will lose boundaries So I dwell in a shadowy place Where all the creatures know my face And how they love when I am sad Oh no did I just say that What have I said, oh I digress But are we making progress An endless loop inside my head Says no, yes, yes, no, yes, yes And I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed Ha ha ha ha I'm just kidding Ha ha ha I'm just kidding Ha ha ha ha ha I'm just kidding Ha ha ha You said to open up so I Ha ha ha ha I'm just kidding Ha ha ha I'm just kidding Ha ha ha ha ha I'm just kidding Ha ha ha dee ya dee ha ha Ha ha ha I'm just kidding Ha ha ha ha dee ya Ha dee da I'm just kidding Oh I'm just kidding I wish I was kidding Ah who am I kidding