Square One

Is it as hard as it seems like Deflecting all my words like you are walking on the waves Do you ever get tired Avoiding consequences for the way that you behave Thought you knew that if we got this far I'd need more Callin out your name Tasting your lips Fingers under my skin Was I just somethin to do Somethin to talk bout With all of your friends Do you say what you mean Should I swallow my pride Or are you playing pretend Can I say you broke my heart when you're not mine Is it as hard as it feels like To let go of your words when they're what's keeping me alive The things you said to me that night Are what have been constantly replaying in my mind Should I assume that in the end it all meant nothing Callin out your name Tasting your lips Fingers under my skin Was I just somethin to do Somethin to talk bout With all of your friends Do you say what you mean Should I swallow my pride Or are you playing pretend Can I say you broke my heart when you're not mine If you cared enough You would've made things clear I guess I should have known Instead you led me on To keep me near How could I read the signs so wrong Callin out your name Tasting your lips Fingers under my skin Was I just somethin to do Somethin to talk bout With all of your friends Do you say what you mean Should I swallow my pride Or are you playing pretend Can I say you broke my heart when you're not mine Just say you never cared I'd appreciate the honesty Just say you never cared And I'll be right back to square one