Hard To Define

I wouldn't use the word ideal It's not exactly how I feel The only way I can be seen I feel like I have to scream An extra chair, leftover, a scrap I'm getting really sick of this rap Disrupting the flow Awkward alone Here on the outside, I feel, I find The part I play is hard to define Where's the place that I belong Who'll notice when I'm gone How do you joke to make yourself laugh How do you reach to hold your own hand An extra chair, leftover, a scrap I'm getting really sick of this rap Disrupting the flow Awkward alone Here on the outside, I feel, I find The part I play is hard to define I cannot pour my heart down the drain anymore 'Cause I know I am worth so much more An extra chair, leftover, a scrap I'm getting really sick of this rap Disrupting the flow Awkward alone Here on the outside, I feel, I find The part I play is hard to define On the outside looking in When's it my turn to begin Most of the time I feel I find The part I play is hard to define