Abandoned

I feel abandoned by you I feel abandoned I feel abandoned by you I feel abandoned Give me my time back, give me what's mine back Well, just give it up Well, just give me something and a little of what I had Give me all of your love I lie alone and stay up all of the night I write letters and hope that I'm not right I need a break to see the sun This white cloud I'm underneath is no fun This is a headache I cannot fix with pills An addiction that I can't check into deal with I scratch my bleeding head, cross my fingers till I'm dead I feel abandoned by you I feel abandoned I feel abandoned by you I feel abandoned Wish I could dream you're here right by my side Asked you a question, you never replied Stare at the ceiling and count sheep to get through the night I pretend that I'm filled with hate but really it's hurt Nothing reminds me as good as your love Why am I being so god damn dramatic? I feel abandoned by you I feel abandoned I feel abandoned by you I feel abandoned Give me my time back Give me what's mine back, just give it up Well, just give me something and a little of what I had Give me all of your love I can't see the end of this Is there a plant growing in the dirt? It's hard to feel any happiness when everyone is hurt I feel abandoned I feel abandoned I feel abandoned I feel abandoned Look at the ocean, a crashing wave Black thick water rising is coming to take me away Deep in the forest, it's clawing at me in my dreams Grip onto reality but wake up with mud on my feet Look at the ocean, a crashing wave Black thick water rising is coming to take me away Deep in the forest, it's clawing at me in my dreams Grip onto reality but wake up with mud on my feet