Overwhelming

I've been clinging onto familiarity Since I left and we melted I've been losing my sense of reality Since I lost a friend And sickness took over your body Is it emotion closing up your throat? Or is it the cancer? And if it steals my grandad away I hope the smoke don't do the same to my brother And I left And you're gone And he's dying And everything's gone wrong And you said that you'd bring me the stars But lord knows they ain't shining And I've lost all I've ever known I see the faces everyday And I'm smiling And of all the things he has to say I know that he's trying But everything is building now Stones in my pockets And I'll see you when it's over, now 'Cause this ain't living And I left And you're gone And he's dying And every little thing's gone wrong And you said that the worst is over But I know that you're lying And I've lost all I've ever loved And it's overwhelming It's overwhelming, you know It's overwhelming It's overwhelming, sometimes, you know It's overwhelming It's overwhelming, you know It's overwhelming You know