What a Mess

I know myself too well I know for a fact you can't tell You're running circles around my mind And I've convinced myself you're one of a kind But I know this won't end well Maybe it's delusion Maybe it's the truth Maybe it's the way this hasn't gone away Since I met you in June Oh what a mess What a mess I've gotten myself into What a mess What a stupid thing to do Part of me is hoping This will simply fall through But what a mess Nonetheless I still like you I lie 'cause it mends the pain I tried like it was my own game I'd say these were my final thoughts But I find ways to love you without a cause Oh what a mess What a mess I've gotten myself into What a mess What a stupid thing to do Part of me is hoping This will simply fall through But what a mess Nonetheless I still like you Time would only tell me What I already know This would only matter If we had places to go I'm not holding out for anything less than you But it still hurts 'Cause I know we'll never work Oh what a mess What a mess I've gotten myself into What a mess What a stupid thing to do Part of me is praying this will simply fall through 'Cause oh what a mess Nonetheless I still like you