Hopless Hope

Is it a waste to create Scenarios inside my mind just to pass the time? Is it okay if I wait Just a second to calculate if it's worth it? I got hopeless hope It's so endlessly gold But I don't know if it's working It's so beautifully sewn in the fibers of my soul But I don't know if I'm worth it Hopelessly hoping Is it alright if I might Fight the darkness of my mind so I don't feel blind? I know I'm kind, it's intertwined Sometimes I get misaligned but it's lurking I got hopeless hope It's so endlessly gold But I don't know if it's working It's so beautifully sewn in the fibers of my soul But I don't know if I'm worth it Hopelessly hoping Hopelessly hoping Sometimes I try To hide within my mind When I can't fathom why When hope is hard to find I got hopeless hope It's so endlessly gold But I don't know if it's working It's so beautifully sewn in the fibers of my soul But I don't know if I'm worth it Hopelessly hoping Hopelessly hoping