Ashtray

I've been tripping over myself for a way to say I need you Cause my heart it breaks when it's all by itself I've been looking for the best way to Say I'm sick without you cause my Stomach does turns it's not good for my health I'd been feeling good for the first time in months Like I've got nothing to worry about But that feeling seems to go away once I'm alone and you're not around I know you're not in as Deep as I am but I Hope that you love me Back I don't wanna be the Dirt under your nails And the closer I get to you the more I should move away I wanna be the Wind in your sails But I'd settle for being your ashtray Sometimes I don't think I handle it well The more, the more I want the less that I get I will have you in any way that I can Whether that's under you or under your cigarette I know you're not in as Deep as I am but I Hope that you love me Back I don't wanna be the Dirt under your nails And the closer I get to you the more I should move away I wanna be the Wind in your sails But I'd settle for being your ashtray It hurts having my Wishes drowned in fire It's hot And I am not a fighter It hurts having my Wishes drowned in fire It's hot And I am not a fighter I don't wanna be the Dirt under your nails And the closer I get to you the more I should move away I wanna be the Wind in your sails But I'd settle for being your ashtray