TRAUMA

I kinda miss the girl that I was before the trauma I know this typa thing will typically make you stronger But to be honest I'm so so sick of it I know that I'll get through I'm crawling out bit by bit I know that I need to let go and just get over it But I'm reminded of you Everywhere I go You won't quit I wish you would quit Just so you know You formed a hole So deep in my heart inside I scream and I cry Dreaming at night Leaving me terrified Now I'm alone My heart is so cold Waking up to the same script You could of said goodbye before leaving But now I'm just stuck here grieving I really miss when I could tell you all my stories Stay up late and cuddle watching all our favorite movies But now you're oceans away and I wanna scream Maybe having you forever was a pipe dream Just so you know You formed a hole So deep In my heart inside I scream and I cry Dreaming at night Leaving me terrified Now I'm alone My heart is so cold Waking up to the same script You could of said goodbye before leaving But now I'm just stuck here grieving One moment I'm fine The next I'm losing my mind Pushing you away Ask if I'm okay I say I'm fine But that's a lie Kicking Screaming Fighting demons Looking for a reason to go on Am I really all that strong Strong Just so you know You formed a hole So deep in my heart inside I scream and I cry Dreaming at night Leaving me terrified Now I'm alone My heart is so cold Waking up to the same script You could of said goodbye before leaving But now I'm just stuck here grieving