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I'm so alone I'll accept any affection Even if it's from the wrong person I'll consider anyone If they tell me I'm pretty I just wanna feel pretty It's been two years since my ED And I'm not as skinny I should be happy But I'm not And I'm sorry if that's alarming But I miss how I look when I'm starving I just wanna feel whole, again But I didn't feel whole back then Tell me what will fill this hole, again? I just wanna feel pretty You tell me I look pretty So I guess you'll do Just wish it wasn't you There was a boy I once knew He made me feel like love was a new thing That we'd just invented When he'd hold me just a little longer In the back of that room Now there's no you, and I just wanna feel whole, again But I didn't feel whole back then Tell me what will fill this hole, again I just wanna feel pretty You tell me I look pretty So I guess you'll do Just wish it wasn't you I look in the mirror and say It's a good thing It means you're healthy That's a good thing That's a good thing I see you with someone else You've moved on That's a good thing That's a good thing That's a good thing I just wanna feel whole, again But I didn't feel whole back then Tell me what will fill this hole, again? I just wanna feel pretty You tell me I look pretty So I guess you'll do Just wish it wasn't you It wasn't you And it never was It wasn't you, wasn't you And it never was Never was