wind

There was a time I thought You'd rather see me dead So desperately I wanted to be wrong Only death do they Say they love you So only in mine You'll regret what you said I asked you to apologize But you wouldn't dare So for a while my resentment lingered Until I couldn't take it and I Apologized for something you did because I wanted you And I was willing to take that poison to have you So we never happened And I guess that's fine But I need to know now Was it all organized crime Were you telling me I'm beautiful Then laughing to your friends Saying, "You should've seen her face When I told her she was deserving of love" I'm just waiting For the day The wind Blows me away And I'll become some song in the wind Where I can touch your face again Where were the warning signs They were in my eyes They've lost their color Oh, I think I've gone blind One touch from you and I'd be healed for time But you wouldn't touch me to save your life How do I turn the page Knowing you won't be in the chapter This house is so hollow You've boarded up the windows And long moved out The water doesn't run And the lights have burned out But I'm still here Becoming part of the dust Holding tight to a candle That the wind has blown Out