Relapse

Relapse feels like I've fallen back And all the work I've done is lost My mind at a peak While the rest of me has tumbled down I'm so lonely Being half of me I deserve more Than I give myself credit for Relapse I'll pull my slingshot back Teared up eye on the prize Thunder in check I'm about to take what's mine I'm not afraid To reach out my hand this time Ready for the Lightning to bolt across the sky Relapse, there's no turning back I burned all the boats behind Ready to go I'm about to embrace what's mine Waiting to rise When the tide is high Watching for the sun and moon To pull me to the sky