i feel stupid

Is it true? Is it you? Or is it just the chemicals inside my brain Telling me again what to do Maybe it’s loneliness But what if it’s more Time and time I find my mind wondering Could I be yours? And I’m confused Cause usually I’m pretty good at figuring out what’s goin’ on with me But this feelin’s kinda different Don’t know why I feel like maybe that this time It might really be love Am I scared? Maybe, sure. But I know I should try or else I’ll wallow in regret on the floor And I don't expect the best Cause I've been here before Felt the highs and lows of the risk with opening up that door I feel stupid Lost my edge I used to know what to do But I can't get inside your head I’ll just blame it on amnesia Not my nerves Ignore anxiety? Sure. It shouldn’t be this hard to vibe And c'mon it’s not like I’m not tryin' Though it’s hard to have any patience when something pulling at you inside And I’m confused Cause usually I’m pretty good at figuring out what’s goin’ on with me But this feelin’s kinda different Don’t know why I feel like maybe that this time It might really be love And I’m confused Cause usually I’m pretty good at figuring out what’s goin’ on with me But this feelin’s kinda different Don’t know why Somebody please tell me this time Am I really in love?