I WISH I DIDN'T CARE (LIKE I DO)

Shoulda been better by now Don't know how much more I can take (Grip my chest, Outta breath) Can I really change? (How did I get this way?) What am I missing missing you? It's not my business Feeling like this I know it's not real Just my heart's best attempt To save your image looking back When- You made hell a heaven I couldn't tell the difference (should've known) Drown out the space I couldn't fill With the noise inside your head Could never be what you wanted Now I'm unsure of where to start It's on me, gave up too much That I can't tell what I lost Don't wanna be another number For a loveless kind of lover This love has got me in binds Thought I made it out I'm still one step behind Trippin over every feeling I thought I said goodbye to Wish I didn't care (Like I do)