What This Was

Everything makes sense now Everything is off limits now Yeah, all the jokes make sense now And everything is fixed You hate that I feel upset While you're back home getting dressed Ready for a party Show me one last time you're sorry, and I I had you with a peace of mind I had you close but not just quite I learned to take the day and night I had you with the things I saw I had you whole and not at all I'm just now learning what this was Now you're ready to let in What you'd held back from me then Let me feel wrong just bringing all these things along I had you with a peace of mind I had you close but not just quite I learned to take the day and night I had you with the things I saw I had you whole and not at all I'm just now learning what this was And I, ooh And I, ooh Did you want some recognition or a place for me to fit in I bet you'd say i gave up, like you were ever really giving Tell it all a few months after I stayed home and heard about it Picked me up and let me down in just under a half an hour I had you with a peace of mind I had you close but not just quite I learned to take the day and night I had you with the things I saw I had you whole and not at all I'm just now learning what this was