nothing special

A million questions are caught on my lips The more that I try the more tears come up red How you tilt your head to the shape of your hips Each night I'm smothering fury in bed We once were so close So now why am I scared A square and a circle that forcefully fit The spade and the heart, never compared You're dealing the cards and I'm counting the chips I'm breaking away I'll do what you say Whatever it is, I wish you would stay I wish you would stay It's a million to one that we ever did meet You make both the world and me feel so small Will I rise to the challenge or melt in the heat Around you, I'm nothing special at all To talk is admitting I have things to say But silence is best when the things feel too strong 'Cause I'll choose the wrong word that could never portray The feelings I couldn't admit for so long I'm breaking away I'll do what you say Whatever it is, I wish you would stay I wish you would stay Around you, I'm nothing special at all Around you, I'm nothing special at all You're diving a million feet in the air I'm lying right there to cushion your fall Around you, I'm nothing special at all Around you, I'm nothing special at all Building up hope this is more than a dare In the blink of an eye you could tear down the wall