pathetic

Today was a very bad day and I'm not exactly sure why I spent the majority of it trying to keep myself busy, and asked my friends again whether they actually like me I'm still wondering if they lied Now I'm sitting on my bedroom floor, crying in the mirror and looking pathetic This one's gonna take a lot from me, there's a possible solution but I already regret it I'm looking through my contact list but I don't wanna be a burden There's gotta be somebody I can call But I just turn off my phone So I try to make the best of it I say, "at least I'm pretty when I cry" And I pretend my problems are diminished because I know I could be much worse off than this Now I'm sitting on my bedroom floor, crying in the mirror and looking pathetic This one's gonna take a lot from me, there's a possible solution but I already regret it