Drunk

Got my heart broken I should've known better Got too much baggage My own scarlet letter I'm sorry that I let you see behind the curtain You're better off without me Now you know it too Could never stand in the light With someone like you And I don't wanna be the snake In your garden How long my love were you wanting to leave me? I'm second guessing everything Why couldn't I see? I'll get drunk so I don't feel this way Just a few more shots and I'll forget your name I pray that I'll get through this But today's not the day When I'm drunk I get a break For a moment I forget my mistakes I'd rather be drunk Than missing you Wish I was in your future But you don't care about mine I'm dead to you now And you're doing just fine Was I so hard to love That you just had to leave? I've never fallen as hard as I did for you Been driving myself crazy thinking What did I do? Please don't move on I still need time to grieve The only way I'll get through this at all Is if I drown the past in alcohol I'll get drunk so I don't feel this way Just a few more shots and I'll forget your name I pray that I'll get through this But today's not the day When I'm drunk I get a break For a moment I forget my mistakes I'd rather be drunk Than missing you You rocked me to my core I felt like such a whore Why do you not want me anymore? You can't just use me to rebel And as far as I can tell You left because you learned I'm not an angel I'll get drunk so I don't feel this way Just a few more shots and I'll forget your name I pray that I'll get through this But today's not the day When I'm drunk I get a break For a moment I forget my mistakes I'd rather be drunk So I'm not missing you