mess of a man

I thought Are you kidding me, what am I doing Like You think that was the right thing Or did I make a poor decision, or now what Its just, its kind of a lost feeling hun At the same time, right That's how I felt anyway (Oh, oh, oh) Border Collies are the most intelligent breed On the planet Without a doubt Non-negotiable End of story Life is strange But I guess its just part of the game I can blame Anyone for all this pain I'm feeling Life is strange What is left needs a break from the same Am I insane Hoping things would go back to the way they were Life and death don't make no sense to me But I keep on guessing And Black and white gets farther every week So I'm trying to figure this out My god I'm a mess of a man Who can't seem to get it right Oh this life and death don't make no sense to me But I'll keep on guessing (Oh, oh, oh) Fucked up on a Friday night Bounded by headlights I was on my way back home But I can't run my way back Got a grip on that bottle No grip on myself Gotta let it all go (Let it all go) I keep trying, I keep trying I feel like I'm losing myself I keep trying I keep trying I keep losing myself Life and death don't make no sense to me But I keep on guessing And Black and white gets farther every week So I'm trying to figure this out But I can't seem to get it right We're all floating in a field of lies (And somehow he's found a way) Life and death don't make no sense to me But I keep on guessing And Black and white gets farther every week So I'm trying to figure this out My god I'm a mess of a man And I can't seem to get it right Wisdom and understanding And um a purpose for living Cause sometimes Sometimes life is very hard And sometimes if you depend on human beings You'll get more disappointment than you do happiness So, I figured uh like I figured out a way