No Clue

I'm feeling weak like I am skinny even though my clothes fit tight I'm always keeping myself up thinking about you in the night While all this time I'm thinking can I just do one thing right I'll keep staring at the ceiling dreaming about the morning in sight The phone calls from my father and the shaking in his voice pleading and repeating daddy I know it's my choice Living with this feeling I'll keep pining with regret I'll keep staring at the ceiling hoping my life turns out fine Oh, if only we trusted ourselves If only we would have loved someone else Oh what do we do No clue Yeah if only we trusted ourselves If only we would have loved someone else oh what do we do No clue My friend is slowly dying Watch it with my own two eyes Everyday I see her underneath all of his lies Looking at us knowing she won't ever feel this good I'll keep staring at the ceiling knowing I did all I could Oh, if only we trusted ourselves If only we would have loved someone else Oh what do we do No clue Yeah if only we trusted ourselves If only we would have loved someone else Oh what do we do No clue Oh what do we do Oh what do we do