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My insecurities made me narcissistic Afraid to be more realistic Feel like all eyes are on me Told to just swallow my pride But i feel like i've swallowed myself How am i supposed to have pride When i've become someone else Afraid to let my true colours show Worried who will stay and who will go Once they see The me i want to be All the things i want to see All the things i want to be Just go against The story that was written for me Scared to love and scared to feel Scared of what i might reveal It goes against The story that was given to me Only worried about the visual Rather than what's hidden underneath Just want my voice to be heard Just want to feel seen Hopeful for when different can be celebrated Don't want to feel separated Just want to feel free Controlled by expectation Forced to accept the realisation That i just want to be me All the things i want to see All the things i want to be Just go against The story that was written for me Scared to love and scared to feel Scared of what i might reveal It goes against The story that was given to me All the things i want to see All the things i want to be Just go against The story that was written for me Scared to love and scared to feel Scared of what i might reveal It goes against The story that was given to me