what they see

Never fit in Stuck in the deep end Feeling so afraid Of all the things they'll say Trapped inside Somebody else's mind Feels like there's no escape But I've got to find a way Sometimes I wish I wasn't me A different face And a new body Sometimes I wish They'd look at me For who I am And not what they see What they see I feel them look I feel them stare But to be honest I know they don't care So self consumed Don't interrupt Just one bad thought And I erupt Sometimes I wish I wasn't me A different face And new body Sometimes I wish They'd look at me For who I am And not what they see Just want to feel happy and content Don't want to feel resentment for myself Just wish I could be who I want to Just need to face the truth Sometimes I wish I wasn't me But I'm learning To face reality Sometimes I know They look at me Ashamed to face The habits of society