i don't mean half the things i say (demo)

I don't mean half the things I say I said it just so that you'd laugh Remember where we used to play They've paved a road over our path You told me that you loved me then I love you more now that you're gone The version of me you remember Is one I'm trying to get away from You're way too young to feel this old I've left you waiting for so long I hope you choose yourself this time Forgive yourself for all those things that you're not You told me that you loved me then I love you more now that you're gone The version of me you remember Is one I'm trying to get away from I hate to see you have to heal From things that never were your fault I couldn't be who you needed I'm sorry everything went wrong You told me that you loved me then I love you more now that you're gone The version of me you remember Is one I'm trying to get away from I don't mean half the things I said I'd said them just cause I was scared Why do all these happy memories Hurt so much more than the one that is not I don't mean half the things I said I didn't mean half the things I said I'm sorry everything went wrong