Jump Or Run

Nails pinched into the black leather armchair Hoping it breaks through the ground so I disappear Or Scotty beams up, turns my body inside out Cause I'd rather go blind than face what happens now Hyperventilating the aseptic calm air You don't like dentists, I burst their glass, I swear Want to leave my skin, open up my mouth No fight, just flight, waiting to pass out Everyone has been here before Surfing the wave I'm drowning in Forget everything and run Or face everything and for sure I'd be rising Standing paralyzed infront A wall I just can't overcome Hurdles higher than houses Tell me: Jump or run The voices inside me scream: Run, run for your life Run, run for your life Run, run, run, run, run, run, run I run, run from my life Run, run from my life Run, run, run, run, run, run, run, run Candy or medication? I don't ask, I take it Put on blinkers to avoid the doctor's visit It's something natural but my alarm bell is ringing Pressure on my chest, disturbia in my system I'm allergic to diagnoses and physical pain To loss of control that I never had, surrender to my fate I'm a coward, could try harder to keep calm Then I say "See you next time" knowing next time I won't show up Everyone has been here before Surfing the wave I'm drowning in Forget everything and run Or face everything and for sure I would be rising Standing paralyzed infront A wall I just can't overcome Hurdles higher than houses Tell me: Jump or run The voices inside me scream: Run, run for your life Run, run for your life Run, run, run, run, run, run, run I run, run from my life Run, run from my life Run, run, run, run, run, run, run, run Reason says: Do it Anxiety screams: Hell no! I'm in between them Don't know back or forth Who is louder? Who is stronger? How long till I can't no longer? I run into my own grave This story has been told before No happy end, still not my cure Until it is too late Standing paralyzed infront A wall I just can't overcome Hurdles higher than houses Tell me: Jump or run The voices inside me scream: Run, run for your life Run, run for your life Run, run, run, run, run, run, run I run, run from my life Run, run from my life Run, run, run, run, run, run, run, run