Maniac

When I was young I used to hide Caught between the words, between the lines I didn't even realize This was tearing me apart 'Don't take a risk and don't revolt!' Weird little girl, invisible But what doesn't kill you now Will haunt you after dark Keeping quiet or running psycho? I know there's nobody to blame But the past just won't let me go I'm a maniac Chained to my history I can't break it off It's what you made of me What you made of me (Chained to my history) I'm a maniac Chained to my history Every finger that you hit grows a razor-sharp claw Every hair that you pulled out grows back in color And for every knife in my chest I break two stainless hearts I used to wish I was someone else Now I am driven, can't rest in myself Any wrong word can pull the trigger And be the final straw I'm a maniac Chained to my history I can't break it off It's what you made of me What you made of me (Chained to my history) I'm a maniac Chained to my history I'm a maniac Chained to my history Keeping quiet or running psycho? I know there's nobody to blame But the past just won't let me go Though quite a lot has changed Controlled by aggression I strangle new blossom Young, tamed and imprisoned I'm a maniac Chained to my history I can't break it off It's what you made of me What you made of me Chained to my history I'm a maniac Chained to my history