Just Asking

I have a lot of questions and I'm not sure how to ask them I just keep them to myself maybe I should get some help I feel a lot of distance tell me are you even listening? When I'm crying on my couch is this real or just my doubt? Cause I still wonder if you heal and Why do bad things happen to good people? All the things I've never heard them talk about Can I be real for a second And just ask you If it's ok that I still get nervous? My prayers are wearing thin trying to grasp it so I'm just asking This might be way too honest and I'm sorry if it crosses Any lines that you've laid out I'm just here thinking out loud Cause I still wonder if you heal and Why do bad things happen to good people? All the things I've never heard them talk about Can I be real for a second And just ask you If it's ok that I still get nervous? My prayers are wearing thin trying to grasp it so I'm just asking Just asking Just asking Just asking Just asking Just asking Just asking