The One

The thunderstorm blows through my trees But the sunshine and rainbows miss me Ideas come and go, I'm ready to grow But I can't take any action Cause every time I take a step Something pushes me back again I can't understand, my head's in my hands It's a chain reaction I'm sitting, wondering Will I always be the one who doesn't do anything Will I always be the one stuck in the pain of living Cause I don't wanna be the one wasting my life away No I don't wanna be the one, I don't wanna be the one The birds like to fly together A big flock in the stormy weather But if a bird is alone, she'll not survive or cope Nature will destroy her But my body's weak it's scared of the world Hiding under the blankets curled I can't speak, tears on my cheek Friends are tired of prying So why don't I just sit back and cry Cry while the world passes me by Save me the pain, might as well let it rain Cause there's no point in even trying I'm starting, giving up Will I always be the one who doesn't do anything Will I always be the one stuck in the pain of living Cause I don't wanna be the one wasting my life away No I don't wanna be the one, I don't wanna be the one I wanna be the one who has a life worth living I wanna be the one whose real future is beginning Yeah I wanna be the one whose friendships are thriving I wanna be the one, I wanna be the one Please make me be the one, please make me be the one. Please help me be the one, please help be me the one Cause I don't wanna be the one whose stuck in the pain of living I don't wanna be the one, I don't wanna be the one