bloody nose

F*ck! Another one Another day just writing letters to myself Cause there's no one else to read them Guess I'll save some cents not buying stamps or sending them But I think it's killing me just to sit here and re-read them Another day just sending prayers to gods I don't believe in Another day of playing catch up on two broken legs Another day of waking wishing that I'd never even, even got up out of bed Dear god, can't you see that I am trying? Hear me when I say I'm trying hard And feel me when I say I've had enough and Give me the strength I need to just move on Dear god, can't you see that I am dying? Hear me when I say I've tried too hard And feel me when my knuckles buckle underneath me And love me when I fall down and scrape my arms Another day of breathing through a nose profusely bleeding Another day of vision crowded from tears in my eyes Feels like every single piece of me is fucking leaking Like an exhaust pipe on this tired car that I still drive I let the blood drip down my chin and pass my collarbones Through my t-shirt and my jeans Metallic smell it fills the air but I don't bat an eye Cause by the time I reach my destination I've got blood all over me Dear god, won't you please try a bit harder? Hear me when I beg you please to stop And fear me, stop throwing away your potential You're not the piece of shit you think you are Dear me, hold on just a little longer I swear things will turn themselves around And you'll see if you hold on a little longer You'll see that you'll be glad you stuck around So park your car and wipe your nose Take off your bloody smelly clothes Drink some water, call your father And send those letters that you wrote Don't go begging to a god for something you can get yourself So wipe your stupid bloody nose Get off your ass and get some help So park your car and wipe your nose Take off your bloody smelly clothes Drink some water, call your father And send those letters that you wrote Don't go begging to a god for something you can get yourself So wipe your stupid bloody nose Get off your ass and get some help Get off your ass and get some help Get off your ass and get some help Christ's sake Get off your ass and get some help